The Kodak Target Brownie
She’s fourteen and happy, those years ago,
laughing from a second-storey window
of a high school classroom, her face in sun,
brick walls behind her, her friend leaning
from another window, holding the Target
Brownie, yelling “smile”, before the class begins,
before the students tumble back to desks,
before the slam of door and the teacher,
dark haired, severe in stiff frowns and dresses,
standing as tall as the blackboard, holding
the book of answers as the class, dominoes
falling in turn from the push of surprise algebra
drills and no fire drills to scream escape
down the twenty-six polished wooden steps
to the safe geometry of footpaths and grass.
If only there’d been more questions before
her turn, before she slipped in the swell
of wrong answers and drowned in guesses.
In the reprieve of the yellowing photo, she laughs,
her shoulder-length-hair touching the white
puffed sleeves of her new peasant blouse.
The friend with the camera, what was her name?
(c) Martha Morseth. All rights reserved.
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